Lost the way~

Recently i found out 1 singer from japan, she called 中島愛. she is really special, the way her singing and dance, her appearance and most important~ her attitude! i like her performance very much~ Meanwhile i lost the way too, today me is not yesterday myself. Some ppls will remain the same, but i felt i have change in a way. Cant find any interest things in my life and i lost my interest to certain things too. That lead me lost the way~. Anyway sure got solution for it, i m sure i can look into it and figure it out~ Lost interest lead to miserable....and that quite horrible feeling~...Lost interest = no destination~ It really frustrated...Some time i really always ask myself, what do human really live for? what is actually our future?~ Hopefully i can really find it out (maybe it all bout GOD that creating us, believe him will get us power and will)~>.<~ Maybe that what entertainment is for~ it make us feel better and lost in time~ And when time passes, we will getting older vision getting blur...lol...oh ...what i m thinking? zzzz.. ~ well ~ we r the human~

她~（SE）

每个人都有自己的特征，千万不要应为自己觉得是对的，就去告诉她要改这个，哪个的。。。。因该。。。当她改到变另一个人时而又不是你说需要的。。。。那时就会绝望和心痛。。。。为何自己的女朋友会是这样。。。。往往和自己想法中。。。差异多，变化多。。。。。两人最重要是沟通，如果在一起时，等到对方要什么都不知道的话。。。就会变成两个世界的人。。。自己很常在跟自己讲“不会的“，可是自己的想法常常背叛着自己心。有时候会觉得很累，很多顾虑。想起来，其实单身也不错的，会比较自由些。。。现在，表面上是较自由的。。。可是。。。心灵上却空虚和不自由。。。以前总是跟她讲， 做人要独立， 现在他做到了。。可是。。在感觉不到她的温柔。。。可能是自己问题罢。。。怕有一天会对感情冷漠起来。。。想起有点害怕。。。我理想的爱情。。。两人在一起开心，谅解和了解对方就可以了。。。都不一定要天天打几通电话。。。。可能是有个很长的时间见不到她的感觉。。。又怕见到她。。。又会变成陌生人去。。Zzz

Final Test (SE)

Next Monday, i going to have my first exam. Every time come to the final exam, i felt stress. U know y?. That because inner of my self always putting stress on me....lol...It said, oh w.y.lee, got exam wor, if u not study u will fail and get bad result. Then instantly i will start holding my book and start do revision without hanging around. lol.. Then without noticeable .....it direct put stress on ME >.<. Now i know the way to reduce it, said to yourself, cheh exam only ma....even i get 50/100, no need that tension....lol.... But eventually, stress will always on top of us.....lol....because of the time factor and so on. We really get rid of those bad feeling, er....maybe we need to think, either we want moderate result or good result, if choose dy...then we can start earlier of the revision (neglect all other entertainment)(more entertainment = more stress build up)lol. But sometime, tension really push on us which give a driving force on us which no bad too. Just sometime we need to balance it with listen to music and playing some games. ^^ scheduling our time table is the most critical part of it, if u cant hold back the tension, then u need to do the schedule the time table. But for me, i already used of it dy....i mean the tension that be my follower for quite a time since...i think since i started my first dploma..lol....Now, i want to take a rest ...lol....because my driving force gone dy...lol....this my last sem....i think i get for "somewhat" result is ok dy....^^ so feeling quite ok (eventhough got abit tension too) well to9 i have bbq also hehe....ENJOYED ^^ with a TAN and A Teoh....hehehe ...~ That a way of reducing stress too but dont follow wor...if u have test on monday...wakaka

^^ Feel really relief for the very first time

Today i felt relief after finish my psm2. Realllly feel like my study have been over and reach the end of the road dy...^^ So my next target is getting for the IR...hehehe. I feel very happy today cause after that presentation, can have BBQ too. i had learn how to "panggang" things le....>.<. cool though even it taste just like carbon add on hehe. Then, i meet such a person who so so hardworking 1. His name is nic dan nic. lol....If my supervisor see this, he must said....oh no...unbelievable..lol.. that will be very funny lol...But truly for what i had see, u will have really done well in future and that for sure and just keep it up. U just let me learn so much too. The bad new is i cant go back to my hometown cause i cant find LI place in kch, hopefully i can get 1 before the duedate. For the moment, i had to find rent house in johor, hopefully all will be ok. (hahaha, for 3 month only ma >.<) oh no i forgot to take a pic on my presentation dress lol...and hair style too...haha..cause i use jel stylish le. what to do, have to cover my hair color, afraid being scold later...lol....otherwise it is cool to have wax and spray stylish de...hehehehe...Anyway, what day for me, and michel wong, u r rite lo...haha...to write for everyday in blog..haha...but i prefer to write once a week le...and maybe can write for special event too (SE) hehehehe.....Michel wong, if u see this ar,....then u must noe u lie to me...cause i dont see any msg or comment le...>.< hehe..er....until then see ya...^^

UTHMCF

Today, i felt miserable cause it my last time for 晚堂崇拜. i had a lot memories with the people here and pastors. Shi mama, thank for the dinner which was really delicious and quite of mineral inside ^^. I will remember your cooking all the time. Here, i want to thanks to the pastor lai, shi lao shi, shi mama, the church in the batu pahat and air hitam. I had really learn much from the pastor lai about the message from GOD. Before that i think i have lost the way, really loss the way and i going to fix it. I know sometime i am weak and i hope i can make myself improve. But i have faith in GOD that Jesus will lead me into the right path. I will remember my word, that i going back to kuching and find my own church. Here, i also want to thank to the CF members (zhon jie, liang ming, ing ming, chai chen, cathering ting, wan quoi, kelvin, michel, peter, xuet yi, hiromi, a sim, zhi qiang,and so much more) and i really have fun together in these 3 years in UTHMCF. Thank to CF for giving a really wonderful gift for me. I really appreciate it. All the best for my CF. MAY GOD BE WITH EM ALWAYS....

My new blog ^^

Today, i saw michel's blog, so i decided to open 1 too. So much things in my mind i want to share bout. Hmn......This sem really give me a break cause i m so free and that will be my last sem too. I will miss u guys...^^ teoh, tan, tan and so much more...^^ Hope u guys doing well in your future. Future undertaking!!. i missing the day we go out lim teh, haha until 2am or even 4am....what a memory for me...i will remember it, thank guys. i just finish edit my seminar paper and slideshow for my PSM presentation. Now still left maybe 3 or 4 assignment, hopefully i m hardworking enough to finish it off. I think so much grammar mistake here, so bear with me k ^^. Hmmn....i think in future i will post more info things in here to share with your guys cause i afraid it too bored to just hear my feeling and thought. Anyway, i will like to share a piece of my mind to u guys too ( if u wish too la hehe ^^). Now left 29 before i leave this Parit Raja place, although my memory here not that great because of the situation here but i still miss the ppls here, i think i will remember them in my life !. Especially to my CF friends, it really be good around u guys!!. i have fun joining CF activities and improve my relationship with GOD. michel wong, if u see this, remember after going back to kuching, find me go swimming k, i will be waiting for u...hehe. And then, to my other friends too like sze fong and her friends, jia wuen, ah eng, ban huat, Alvin my old roomate, tiger, a sim, xiao hai zi max, so much more (cant remember oh..poor memory of mine), tq u guys for appeal in my life and i really appreaciate it. i feel i m the luckier guy because where ever i goes, the god have gv me the good good friends for me. Till then, see you guys k, hope u guys in good condition and MAY GOD BLESS U ALL ^^. i think i will post in here once a week for my thought and maybe new sharing too ^^ see ya ~

OMG, i forgot my supervisor mohd El shayeb too and his master student, MARTIN. thank to you martin, u teach me alot ....without your help, i was unable to finish my thesis in time...thank you very much ^^, wish ur future undertaking. But i believe in u that u can do really well. until then see ya ^^